Today MD is going on a field trip with school. Sadly I have to baby-sit so I can not go. This is the first time I have not been able to attend something like this. It is a sad glance into the future when I go back to work. I hate that my time as a stay at home mom is almost over. I can hardly believe at time both my kids are in school. It makes me sad this time in my life is coming to an end. I know there are new adventures to be had but it still makes me sad. I miss my babies. I am glad my dad is able to go on the field trip today. MD was very nervous about going alone.