Jillian Michaels music video – Lift
I’m so conflicted. I want this I want that but I can’t seem to get behind my convictions. I’m too scared to ……scared to what? Be happy? Be the person I want to be? Be who I’m supposed to be? My head tells me one thing but my subconscious leads me to other actions. It is frustrating and infuriating. It’s sad and stupid. How can someone who believes so much in everyone not reach me? Why not me? Why can’t I believe that?