We went to the park the afternoon and it was a beautiful day. JM was running about and my friend’s kids were buzzing around me. As I was standing there with the wind blowing, just watching the kids I began to just think….. This was the park that my friend and I went to the day before MD was born. We walked and went on the swings all in hopes of putting my body into labor. It was another beautiful day and I remember just talking and laughing with her about the upcoming event and when it would happen. Memories like that is just part of why leaving here is going to be so hard. I am elated to go home but I am having trouble wrapping my brain around not being here. Here with my friends and the familiar place we have called home for five years.